3 Hal Yang Terjadi Baru-baru Ini

       28 juni 2016 pukul 16:00 saya lagu nunggu untuk cek pengumuman sbmptn. and it was so bad krn saya nggak lulus. ini kegagalan yg kedua krn snmtn kemarin juga sama. tertolak. ini benar-benar annoying. not condition. it is me ygmenyebalkan. i dont know. well, i love adventure. anggap inipart of that. dan....teman saya juga nggak lulus. teman saya di squadron sgt memuaskan. heri dan ucup lulus itb. bebrapa unair,ugm,undip,uin jogja,unhas,dll. sayaharus blng kalo saya juga senang buat mereka. i realized my effort nggak ekstra at all. jadilah..but for sure, this is not my door. saya masih akan ikut posk unhas. kalo ditolak lagi, ya udah. hidup ya hidup. dia mirip satu restoran paling menjemukan dengan pelayan2 yg uda tua dan selalu menyajikan menu yg tidak kita sukai. this is life. tpi mau nggak mau, you have to face it.

       hal kedua, you guys known about lezzie, dan saya yg nggak bisa identify someone too far, was one of those dorky creatures. well, itu cuma alasan kalo psikis mereka turunan. NO. i said NO. and..not to frightened you, the lezzie is kinda NOH. hahaha...i just make it fun.
    
      hal ketiga, i begin to send my draft to publisher. indie dulu nggak papa. ditolak juga nggak papa. i still have times and imaginations that always work in team. indolence isnt part of the troup.

  //i will have my sanctuary. one day...

if you read this post as something "gaje" its really fine. just like me, i like gaje. 
dont forget to laugh for 3 seconds!HA..HA..HA,,

KOSONG

misalnya, kamu punya teman-teman. yang kadang bikin kamu jengkel krn kegilaan dan keributan mereka. terus mereka pergi satu per satu. rasanya kayak kosong. nggak tau mau apa.

till

bahkan sampai kapan pun, aku tidak pernah tahu bagaimana menghapus semuanya.
aku tidak bisa tidak mengingatmu. sampai kapan pun.

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setiap kali kau berpaling seperti ribuan bantingan pintu untukku.

BAYARRR!!!!1

TODAY IS THE LAST UN! AND EVERYBODIES SCREAM!!

KERINGAT DAN AIR MATA 3 TAHUN, LUNAS. 

CIEHH

"aku akan mencarimu, sampai kamu hilang lagi"
selamanya

first day on UN 2016

     TODAY is first day for nat. exam. first was indonesian then geography. i think geo killed my head in the room just now. tomorrow is math. MATHWOCKEY. ittekimasu old enemy! :D
i hope for good result at this. i used to really drowning into this and it's really determine my future. we do it honestly every years. compare with outer, we were bleedy and sweaty on this. i feel like Alice Kingsleigh. and m vorpal is now rusty.

          Yesterday i dialed my old friend and very regret for my foolish words to him. gomen. my friends wandering for i used english. it was in Bone Fair. i hoped to see some folk show but there where only a dance and some sassy man -__- (Bone still has a thight tradition) from Bola (House) Soba' (relative) called Bissu (very very old and unique tradition).
          one thing made me guilty is " you are'nt a good friend. but you're very good friend" wich made me feel like "how moron i am" baka baka baka baka baka!
 forget it!

I think i'll go to review my notes. Ittekimasu!